[ She agrees with gentle smile, then looks over his face with a flicker of her eyes. ]
You always look so tired. [ She smooths her fingertip across his cheekbone, just under the dark circles that dominate his face. ] We can talk, and you can sleep if you want. I'm okay if you end up staying.
[ It's so odd for her to feel that way. But she's speaking sincerely. ]
So where do you want to start? With limits? [ That's what caused the idea of a talk to come up, after all. ]
He's always assumed that if something like this ever happened to him, it would be for one of two reasons. The first would be that he had become so emotionally invested in someone that it became inevitable. That's the kind of entanglement he tries to avoid, but he's only human, and he had nearly been there before he'd been pulled abruptly through the Ingress. The second possibility was a desire to get it over with, to try to slake normal physical urges with a partner just for the sake of trying it. In the case of the former, he'd imagine that he'd want to stay all night, and the latter, he'd want to leave as soon as he could.
This isn't really either of those things: it's somewhere in between. He has a dim notion that maybe he should leave, go back to his own room, sleep there... but he doesn't really want to. Allison is warm and comfortable, and he feels rather cozy with her, and the idea of her being there in the night or in the morning is appealing... it seems very feasible that their mutual desire may rise again.]
I'm not as tired as I look, but you're right that I probably need to rest for a while.
[He rolls off of her to rest on his side, and tries to turn her so that they're face to face on the pillow.]
Limits... I didn't want to take the risk of overestimating yours.
[ They really are on the same wavelength, somehow—she'd been planning on nudging him into the same position within a few minutes. She rolls onto her side, bringing up one leg to rest between his legs. She curls her arms up between them, resting one beneath his chin. And she brushes her fingers there, feeling the slight stubble. ]
On the other hand, I think you're starting to work out you don't need to be too gentle. But to be quite honest, I've never hit my limit on stuff like spanking or being tied or...any of that. I—
[ She doesn't assume he'll want specifics about past partners, so she doesn't mention now that she's only ever been with Church. ]
I'd like to test my limits, honestly. If you think that's the sort of thing you'd like.
The only thing I really have is I don't like being on my back and just being fucked like that. I have to really trust you for that. And I mean, you might be able to earn that, so don't think I'm saying that's a hard no. It's just...work me up to it. If you want that.
[ It sounds weird, explaining how much she dislikes missionary position as a matter of trust, when she had been all right with him tying her, but...well, she still hasn't thought through much having to do with that situation. If she'd been thinking much at all, rather than acting on her lust, it's likely that never would have happened so early on in their having relations. ]
[Their new position feels companionable, with her leg folded between his and their conversational negotiations underway. He reaches over and touches her hair with the tips of his fingers, running them down the length of it.]
Testing... it could be interesting. I have to say that spanking isn't precisely my natural inclination, but I'm not averse to doing it if you enjoy it.
[When he'd come to the room earlier, he'd had the idea that she would be on her back at some point, and now that she's told him she doesn't like it, he wonders why. Vulnerability would be his first guess. If she's talking about earning it, then her dislike for the position is probably not the result of something specific that happened to her in the past.
That doesn't trouble him too much... maybe if she allowed it, it would be an indication that he's in a little too deep. It also suggests that she won't have much problem with being on top, which is appealing because it's less work for him on the whole... and because he can watch her, and use his hands.]
[ She smiles more broadly at that and swipes her fingers more firmly over his lips, then cups his jaw line with her whole hand. At the latter question, she snugs herself up closer with a small scooch of her hips, readjusting the angle of the leg that lies between his. ]
I've never tried.
[ She doesn't intend to oversell her sexual prowess—though she is programmed with very clear understanding of her proclivities, that doesn't mean she's tried much of anything up to this point in the body the Ingress gave her. ]
Seems like it might be tricky, but...worth trying.
[A curious expression appears in the form of a vertical line between his eyebrows; he had assumed more experience on her part. Or maybe it's just a weird quirk, one of those things that happens... she's never done it that way because she's never done it that way.]
I haven't either. We'll have to see. It seems like it would be relatively easy if our legs are in the right place.
[ Two more affectionate kisses follow before she lays her head down on the pillow. If he chases her lips, she has no problems, but otherwise it seems time to relax and let some dozing happen. ]
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[ She agrees with gentle smile, then looks over his face with a flicker of her eyes. ]
You always look so tired. [ She smooths her fingertip across his cheekbone, just under the dark circles that dominate his face. ] We can talk, and you can sleep if you want. I'm okay if you end up staying.
[ It's so odd for her to feel that way. But she's speaking sincerely. ]
So where do you want to start? With limits? [ That's what caused the idea of a talk to come up, after all. ]
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He's always assumed that if something like this ever happened to him, it would be for one of two reasons. The first would be that he had become so emotionally invested in someone that it became inevitable. That's the kind of entanglement he tries to avoid, but he's only human, and he had nearly been there before he'd been pulled abruptly through the Ingress. The second possibility was a desire to get it over with, to try to slake normal physical urges with a partner just for the sake of trying it. In the case of the former, he'd imagine that he'd want to stay all night, and the latter, he'd want to leave as soon as he could.
This isn't really either of those things: it's somewhere in between. He has a dim notion that maybe he should leave, go back to his own room, sleep there... but he doesn't really want to. Allison is warm and comfortable, and he feels rather cozy with her, and the idea of her being there in the night or in the morning is appealing... it seems very feasible that their mutual desire may rise again.]
I'm not as tired as I look, but you're right that I probably need to rest for a while.
[He rolls off of her to rest on his side, and tries to turn her so that they're face to face on the pillow.]
Limits... I didn't want to take the risk of overestimating yours.
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On the other hand, I think you're starting to work out you don't need to be too gentle. But to be quite honest, I've never hit my limit on stuff like spanking or being tied or...any of that. I—
[ She doesn't assume he'll want specifics about past partners, so she doesn't mention now that she's only ever been with Church. ]
I'd like to test my limits, honestly. If you think that's the sort of thing you'd like.
The only thing I really have is I don't like being on my back and just being fucked like that. I have to really trust you for that. And I mean, you might be able to earn that, so don't think I'm saying that's a hard no. It's just...work me up to it. If you want that.
[ It sounds weird, explaining how much she dislikes missionary position as a matter of trust, when she had been all right with him tying her, but...well, she still hasn't thought through much having to do with that situation. If she'd been thinking much at all, rather than acting on her lust, it's likely that never would have happened so early on in their having relations. ]
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Testing... it could be interesting. I have to say that spanking isn't precisely my natural inclination, but I'm not averse to doing it if you enjoy it.
[When he'd come to the room earlier, he'd had the idea that she would be on her back at some point, and now that she's told him she doesn't like it, he wonders why. Vulnerability would be his first guess. If she's talking about earning it, then her dislike for the position is probably not the result of something specific that happened to her in the past.
That doesn't trouble him too much... maybe if she allowed it, it would be an indication that he's in a little too deep. It also suggests that she won't have much problem with being on top, which is appealing because it's less work for him on the whole... and because he can watch her, and use his hands.]
What about food?
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[ She moves her hand to run a finger along his bottom lip. ]
I've never tried it. I'd be willing to, though. As long as it wasn't something ridiculous. Like honey.
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Honey is too sticky.
[But maybe there are times when sticky is what's wanted. He tongues around her fingertip.]
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I would think that was symbolic but I think you're not ready for another blow-job yet.
[ His refractory period seems rather longer than that, going by what happened earlier. ]
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[He says that blandly, half-joking, removing her finger from his mouth with his hand to do it. But then he moves to put it back and says,]
Maybe I just like your hands.
If you don't like to be on your back, then I'll be on mine. What about like this, the way we are now?
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I've never tried.
[ She doesn't intend to oversell her sexual prowess—though she is programmed with very clear understanding of her proclivities, that doesn't mean she's tried much of anything up to this point in the body the Ingress gave her. ]
Seems like it might be tricky, but...worth trying.
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[A curious expression appears in the form of a vertical line between his eyebrows; he had assumed more experience on her part. Or maybe it's just a weird quirk, one of those things that happens... she's never done it that way because she's never done it that way.]
I haven't either. We'll have to see. It seems like it would be relatively easy if our legs are in the right place.
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[ She leans in to kiss him on the lips again. ]
Maybe that's the next thing we'll try.
[ Two more affectionate kisses follow before she lays her head down on the pillow. If he chases her lips, she has no problems, but otherwise it seems time to relax and let some dozing happen. ]